Update, Berlin & Future Plans

   So I am just a couple days away from going to Berlin for two weeks for the S.O.S. camp.  The name stands for "Summer of Service", meaning that for 14 days I will get to serve God and the people in Berlin through prayer and outreaches in the streets in the amazing metropolitan city.  I will be staying at the YWAM base during this time and get to meet loads of new people and see those again who I met there in the previous year. I am so excited to see what God is going to do this year, and just remembering the amaing time I had in 2011 makes me look forward to how He will be moving again this summer.
   One thing that I have a heart for, and love to see is how the youth of today are so on fire for God and eager to serve Him.  I love seeing how God moves in the midst of young people, and seeing amazing things He can do through us as a generation.  God has such amazing plans for this generation!!!
   Over the past two weeks, I have had several talks with people about school, and what I want to do when I graduate.  Now I have just under a year until I will be done with school forever! Yay! However then the question arises: "what do I do next?".   For about 8 months now I have been asking God and hoping He would show me what to do, whether it is go to university, like many people expect of me, or take a year off and do a DTS or a year of ministry. And through countless people now God has been showing me what options I have for the future.
   Since it is still unclear to me what I want to do, one thing I do know; which is I want to serve God through missions, dance, theatre, worship and reach young people and families across the globe.  I have now decided that I want to take a year off, and get to know God's heart even more, and what He has instore for me.  Now all I need to do, is wait for God to open a door for me and see where he leads me during this year.
A bible verse that comes to mind, when thinking about my future, and how to trust in God is
   Proverbs 3:5,6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path."
   This is a very well known verse, however I think that the meaning is often overlooked.  The bible tells coulntless times that we should trust in God, and that He is the one looking after us.  But so often, in times of difficulty and worry, we forget that its all in His hands, and all we need to do it trust and have faith.  The part which says "lean not on your own understanding" is what right now means a lot to me, because when moving forward in life, I tend to try to deal with things myself, and forget to let God take control.  It reminds me that if I follow Him and trust in Him with all my heart, He will be the one making my way straight (like it says in other translations) and leading me so there is no reason for me to be worried about what the future may hold, because I am a daughter of the most high God and He is looking after me.
-Katya